“I never had any intention of doing a boudoir shoot. I thought it would be weird and awkward, having someone take picture of you at your most vulnerable and then having to look at the photos later and see all of your flaws spread out in photo-format. My fiancé had suggested to me a long time ago that boudoir photos were such a beautiful thing to have, so against my better judgement I decided to search for a photographer to present this as a wedding gift. I was worried that the photos would look cheap and cheesy, that I would look fake, pretending to be something that I wasn't, trying to model lingerie that belonged on a model. I was pale and actually gained some weight in the last year after switching to night shifts, and was afraid of how the photos would look.
But I have never been more wrong in my life.
Working with Sandy was incredible. The entire experience made me feel like a supermodel. We created a pinterest board together so she understood what I idealized in boudoir photos, and the style I was looking for. On the day of, she welcomed me into her beautiful home with a spread of juice and snacks, and I had my hair and makeup done professionally in her classy dressing room. She made me feel so comfortable and confident the entire day, and was continuously adjusting the angle of my face or hands, adjusting everything so that I knew it would be flattering. There is just something so reassuring about having a photographer that knows what your best angles are, since clearly I don't! Sandy took the time to play around with several versions of the same idea, to get the best shot, and very quickly into the photo shoot I started to have confidence that I was going to love my pictures.
Reveal day was something I could not have predicted. Every single picture I turned over seemed like a model, like some beautiful other person I never met. It is a rarity for women nowadays to feel comfortable in their own skin, and a miracle for them to feel absolutely stunning in it. Sandy did all of that and beyond, I can't even describe how surprised and I happy I have been with the entire experience. In the end, I had a hard time selecting the photos to include in my photo book and prints, because I loved them all so much. I initiated this shoot as a gift, however I think it honestly was a gift to myself too.“